Just for a second

You came into my life
Turned it around like u owned it
Then you suddenly disappeared, I felt knowing you was for but a moment
Forced my mind to put visions of you to sleep
I had to live a life that had no traces of you for me to remain sane
Like a tornado u reappeared and left a mark to last me a lifetime
Not only did u take up some space in my mind, you played a dirty game now and forced yourself to a part of my heart
A part I choose to ignore as you have made it crystal clear that your life has no space for a soul like me
Made me trial for your favour in vain
Said all the words necessary to say without making you sprint away from me
Tried to steal your attention with words that were intended to make you smile even if it was for a second
You smiled yet you stood firm in your decision
Not even singing melodies to your soul could alter your mind
I look back at the loser I became trying to walk my way into your life, I laugh unceasingly but remain grateful, thankful for a chance to have tried my luck with you
I never could have known that you had no use for me had I not tried 
Oh little angel you have imparted within me a new lesson
A lesson of never giving in, even if the chances of failing are overwhelming