5.10.11

My Enemy Thought

When I look at u I see me
I see the reflection of who I have always yearned to be
I constantly envision how void my life would be if u and I were to part
When I look at you I find completion in the most sacred part of me
My eyes are filled with salty water as I envision my life without you
My world suffers an eternal severe crack as you walk out of me
My heart experiences trauma, torture and misery as you say ‘So long’
How can I even live a second knowing that my whole departed from me?
How can I go on knowing I would have to find someone to replace you?
There is no best candidate for my heart but you.
My body endures mediocrity as I’m haunted by my enemy?
Is there anyone fit to play your role better than you?
Is there anyone who can give me complete satisfaction as you?
Is there anyone who can fit in your shoes?