4.11.11

Please don't stop

Love it how lies just tear my heart apart
A feeling of euphoria it is to constantly have tears stream down my eyes
What a great feeling it is to be disappointed everyday
Just can’t stop laughing when you tickle me with your words of insult
Does it come natural for you to make me feel inferior and stupid every chance you get?
I bet you love the feeling you get every time you walk all over me
Is it an exhilarating feeling when you disregard everything I say?
I just love how wonderful you are when it comes to blessing me with emotions that make my heart feel like it’s going to die
Your unfailing let me downs inspire me
I confess that I have never seen such perfection and consistency
Please don’t stop hurting me
I’m not too far from death


                                                                                © Sizakele Phohleli 2011/11/04