16.9.11

The Joke

I remember your loud laugh as I hit the ground breaking
Oh that smile you nicely wore as you flaunted what you currently have
Rubbing it in my face that you had no use for me
I remember dreaming to be a part of you
You were so busy didn’t even have a second to spare
So busy taking up the second best position you couldn’t see when you were someone’s priority
Never thought you even had time to feel my love
Now I’m finally gone
Never thought I would love anything else but you
I have with success finally detached myself from you
You are now a thing of the past, that part of my life I want to bury so deep it never haunts me
You are now feeling the emptiness
Asking everyone but me what changed
You must have loved the fact that I loved you
It must have been so good knowing that someone held you near to their heart
Now the person you cared little for is your world
Now you are doing all you can to grab my attention but I’m gone
You humiliated me so much you know I wouldn’t spare you the time of the day
You are indirectly telling everybody but me that you are empty without me
You are indirectly telling everybody but me that the calls you had no gratitude for actually made you smile
Making comments that translate to you being lost without me
But you can never come to me, you are haunted by the smiles you shared when you walked all over me, you are haunted by the laughter you sang when you told me you wanted nothing to do with me
Who could have known that you also knew that you needed my love to survive?
Who could have thought that as you embarrassed me you needed me?
Can’t help but feel stupid for the affection I wasted on you
But I was the closest you ever will get to true love
You let me go and now you want me back
Never will I go back to the humiliation, anguish and disappointment you blessed me with
The smiles and laughter are now on you
Karma is no one’s friend and your time to know how it feels to love someone who couldn’t care less about you came quicker than anticipated
The joke is now on you
All I want to do now is laugh as you break down hoping your tears will make me notice you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfbz2nwMkKg

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