It’s been 5 months since my girlfriend relocated to the coast; I can’t say my life will reach any further pits of despair, I think I epitomize pain. It feels like the one person whose presence meant the world to me was taken away from me. Now I have to rely on just hearing her voice which isn’t fair nor is it enough, the telephone can’t take the place of her smile. I worry about her every day.  Is she okay, is she safe, did she eat, is she warm are the questions I ask God every day. I can’t even hold her when she cries nor can I dance with her when she is happy. I don’t think the distance between us is fair but then again I doubt my feelings even matter to the heavens