I drowned myself in her love

I suffocated in her absence
Bumping into her in my nightmares
There she stood
My beautiful nightmare
Helpless I stood acknowledging my fall
Face to face I stood before the reality
The reality of me and her
Slowly I have sunk
Into too deep I have submerged myself
Involuntarily yet willingly I waved yesterday to my liberty
Tapping to her calling
My ancestor she became
Calling my name to paths defying destiny
Word for word she lured into her world
Tiny steps turned to running as I sprinted to the reality of me and her
Consciously I drowned myself in her love
To a point of no return I fled
My wrong turn kinda affection
Crossing fingers I be her wrong turn too