Bitter sweet
Mixed emotions
Happiness accompanied by
pain
Lost in the abyss of
loneliness
Almost lost
Almost unsure
Too confused
Surely excited
Never have I imagined the
pain today would bring
Feels permanent yet it is
temporary
Having to reschedule the plans
of my life to cater for your absence
A bitter sad reality yet
sweet for your growth
Today came too soon,
caught me too busy to mourn your short absence
On you I will wait
Plotting more memories to
create with you
Crying a little when you
step into my mind
Hoping the world treats
you tender
I will miss you ever