For my buddy "Candice" - I will miss you :(

Bitter sweet
Mixed emotions
Happiness accompanied by pain
Lost in the abyss of loneliness
Almost lost
Almost unsure
Too confused
Surely excited
Never have I imagined the pain today would bring
Feels permanent yet it is temporary
Having to reschedule the plans of my life to cater for your absence
A bitter sad reality yet sweet for your growth
Today came too soon, caught me too busy to mourn your short absence
On you I will wait
Plotting more memories to create with you
Crying a little when you step into my mind
Hoping the world treats you tender
I will miss you ever